enzymewrath
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The reason why I don't and can't say intelligent sentences and propose a meaningful discuss, the reason is that I am a Chinese and both writing and reading English sentences are difficult to me.
But totally, anything like ndes are just fogs, when you attempt to trace them down, they hide or disappear, when you ignore them, there would come someone to provoke that he has found new evidences of God, afterlife, love, etc, funny enough. For example constantly someone says that he or she is 100% or 150% sure about God, afterlife and love, etc, but when asked some "true details", he or she would reply "can't remember", "difficult to describe", "beyond human language", "that's not important", "everything is ok", etc. I mean "true details" is what I mean, there is nothing like "I understand everything but now I don't remember" can be "true details". Will the real people just say "it's not your time yet, go back to fulfill your tasks on earth" every time someone visits the so called "other side"? If an old gatekeeper says the same sentence every time you pass through the gate of your school or your living community or your company, he must have Alzheimer disease, no question, period. So, no details - TRUE DETAILS I mean - ever revealed or told by nde phenomenons, all revealed and narrated are quite cheap to be conceived by human brain, yeah, exactly, don't down estimate the ability of human brain to forge a joke to cheat our ego.
I fathomed a great deal, then still, it can't be, those statements can't be the truth, this world is governed by straight mighty and power and ruthless cruelty, I myself am living sufferingly and almost meaninglessly, meaningless and suffering, and I know there are someones worse than me, more hapless than me. The world can't be like what depicted by nders, all about love? How dare they ignore the unfair and completely cruelty governed by the unseen and unfathomable forces behind the curtain? How dare they ignore the darkness and say some childish silly hoax?
Through my reading accounts and fathom, I become less and less question about the incredibility of bla bla accounts or evidences, but still, I couldn't understand why there are so many wandering charlatans, liars and tricksters around this world to cheat themselves and the others without any shame or scruple, why be so happy so silly. Beside cheating they don't have more meaningful things to do?
Although my sentences are quite unintelligent and grotesque because I am a Chinese with crippling English training, I am eager to receive someone's help for me to understand why, but I know, with my heart, that probably there is no why, no answer, someone or something just like to cheat without pre-notifying or consulting, cheat themselves and cheat the world, adding the originally sufficient cruelty some drama elements. How insulting and dark this world is. Bad extremely bad to the doom T_T
But totally, anything like ndes are just fogs, when you attempt to trace them down, they hide or disappear, when you ignore them, there would come someone to provoke that he has found new evidences of God, afterlife, love, etc, funny enough. For example constantly someone says that he or she is 100% or 150% sure about God, afterlife and love, etc, but when asked some "true details", he or she would reply "can't remember", "difficult to describe", "beyond human language", "that's not important", "everything is ok", etc. I mean "true details" is what I mean, there is nothing like "I understand everything but now I don't remember" can be "true details". Will the real people just say "it's not your time yet, go back to fulfill your tasks on earth" every time someone visits the so called "other side"? If an old gatekeeper says the same sentence every time you pass through the gate of your school or your living community or your company, he must have Alzheimer disease, no question, period. So, no details - TRUE DETAILS I mean - ever revealed or told by nde phenomenons, all revealed and narrated are quite cheap to be conceived by human brain, yeah, exactly, don't down estimate the ability of human brain to forge a joke to cheat our ego.
I fathomed a great deal, then still, it can't be, those statements can't be the truth, this world is governed by straight mighty and power and ruthless cruelty, I myself am living sufferingly and almost meaninglessly, meaningless and suffering, and I know there are someones worse than me, more hapless than me. The world can't be like what depicted by nders, all about love? How dare they ignore the unfair and completely cruelty governed by the unseen and unfathomable forces behind the curtain? How dare they ignore the darkness and say some childish silly hoax?
Through my reading accounts and fathom, I become less and less question about the incredibility of bla bla accounts or evidences, but still, I couldn't understand why there are so many wandering charlatans, liars and tricksters around this world to cheat themselves and the others without any shame or scruple, why be so happy so silly. Beside cheating they don't have more meaningful things to do?
Although my sentences are quite unintelligent and grotesque because I am a Chinese with crippling English training, I am eager to receive someone's help for me to understand why, but I know, with my heart, that probably there is no why, no answer, someone or something just like to cheat without pre-notifying or consulting, cheat themselves and cheat the world, adding the originally sufficient cruelty some drama elements. How insulting and dark this world is. Bad extremely bad to the doom T_T