Thank you for an interesting first post here.
I think I have some idea of what you mean about suffering, particularly through ill-health, it may be a way to make some kind of progress.
And thank you for your thoughtful responses. Yes, that is the basic idea.
Here I'm not sure that I can wholly agree. While it may not be possible to share a belief or conviction with others, there are very many people who having had a near-death experience are afterwards convinced of the reality of some greater spiritual power, usually expressed as overwhelming love and light, but also are certain that life continues after this one. Here my point is that this can happen to anyone, it isn't a special reward reserved for saints, it may just as well be someone who has lived anything but that kind of life, the sun shines on everyone equally, without regard to merit.
Good point about NDE's They don't necessarily happen to only saints or good people. Mediumistic ability also seems to be rather random in terms of the types of people blessed with it. However, there aren't any solid studies that I know of on the matter of whether people given such experiences also deserve them.
A related point, which is at least my own opinion, is that for too long spiritual truths have been handed out to us via some sort of priestly hierarchy, while nowadays this scattering of NDEs throughout the population is leading to a democratisation, a decentralisation of spiritual ideas.
There is also evidence via reincarnation, which again seems to be unrelated to merit either in the current or in a past life, this knowledge is scattered throughout the population too.
I'm rather neutral on the religious hierarchy and religion in general. I tend to defend organized religion as doing a great deal of good in history, and that is a very unpopular opinion these days. In particular, the Catholic church has been highly open in terms of providing it's members with whatever it deemed as evidence throughout the years. Every Catholic had access to an entire database of miracles both in writing and sometimes in material form (incorruptible bodies). That is not to say they didn't have secrets, it's just that they really did take care to try and provide their adherents with evidence and not just faith-based doctrine. Other Christian denominations, as well as Eastern religious traditions have offered the same kind of service. I think the democratization and decentralization we see now is simply a neutral modern phenomenon that has affected all of our institutions.
I would love to believe that there are great spiritual truths hidden from us deep inside the Vatican, or as part of some esoteric mystery school. This is something that I think about quite often. But the more research you do on such matters, the more you realize that there really isn't any "hidden" truth out there. In particular, I am fascinated by the ancient mystery schools, as they did manage to completely hide their secrets. That alone is worthy of fascination. But something tells me that if we were to uncover these hidden secrets, they wouldn't be that radically different from other religious or philosophical ideas, and probably would not offer solid evidence of an afterlife.
But perhaps my cynicism is part of the problem. We moderns now believe in dark matter, atoms and various forms of electro-magnetism, most of which we cannot see directly, and the evidence for which is almost all based on modeling, mathematics and causation. To my mind, if we had a similar kind of evidence for the afterlife, I'm not sure if this would satisfy me at all, as it would still leave quite a bit of room for doubt. Perhaps I have a problem with uncertainty, but what I think people want and need is the type of evidence similar to kicking a rock. Various forms of solipsism aside, this would be the kind of evidence that would allow people to truly believe. As of now, I assume when someone believes, it still has to be based on faith. I simply don't believe those who tell me they "know". Something tells me that if you scanned the contents of their heads and hearts, you would still find massive doubt, but psychological mechanisms in place to allay that doubt.
There are a couple of problems. One is that people often are uncomfortable talking about such things - I've never discussed it with my work colleagues for example, so this vast pool of knowledge is not fully used, but nevertheless it is out there.
This is very true and has also been my experience. I'm an outwardly normal looking chap, but I can't tell you how many times I have been looked at like a crazy person for my desire to discuss such things. To my mind, these are the most important questions we will ever have, and to ignore them is what I would call crazy. One thing I have done is express an interest in ghost stories. People tend to think of this as "fun" and therefore they have no idea of my motivations lol. However, I am convinced that people do not want to talk about these things is because their strategy for dealing with mortality is one of denial. To even talk about it in any kind of real way is just too uncomfortable for most people. In fact, if I could flip a switch and forget about it myself, that would be hugely tempting. It's torture to think about mortality, and it is bliss to think about your daily routine as if you were immortal. IMO, this is the reason people in the modern world are so into generic things like "mindfulness". We are not allowed to be openly religious or spiritual anymore, and mindfulness is nothing more than brainwashing yourself into believing that tomorrow never comes. It's a dressed up version of the strategy of denial that people are already using anyway.[/QUOTE]
Because of the ideas I've expressed so far, it seems logically I should disagree with your idea that, "If we had concrete knowledge of an afterlife, it would immediately put a halt to the growth and development". Personally I've had firm views on the afterlife for decades, and I would never consider that it has slowed down any progress I might otherwise have made, for me it is simple, regardless of one's views, one is still living in a physical body on this physical Earth, and hence all of the same challenges and obstacles are still there to be overcome. The only sense in which I may consider it an advantage is that I no longer sink quite so deep into the darkness of deep hopelessness, though I may still go through such episodes, I always have a light, metaphorically, to guide me back out again. And frankly I'm grateful for that. I did explore the darkness quite enough in years gone by.
Wow, sorry about that diversion, I think I lost track of the original topic a little bit there. Anyway, welcome to the forum.
Don't be sorry, I enjoy these topics immensely and I am here to get different perspectives.
As for my original thesis, it was just a thought that I have had about my recent experiences in life, but I am not wedded to it at all. There are a couple other lines of thought that may provide insight into the subject:
1. Whether someone has a Gnostic viewpoint or not is purely psychological. I know that I have always been a cynical, questioning person. And I know others who have always been the opposite. Neo-Platonism would be an example of a happy, positive alternative to the Gnostic worldview, but I could never wrap my mind around it completely. And there are also people who don't need any more than a materialist view of life to be happy. The psychological element is a huge factor in all of this.
2. I remember a few times where I attempted to manipulate a belief in an afterlife or immortality and it worked for the time period of the session. What I discovered was that the belief allowed me to experience the most peace and joy I have ever had. Since that time, I am fairly convinced that the root cause of all of our ills is death. If we do the thought experiment of immortality, we quickly discover that every other problem in life is related to death, and that if/when it were to be overcome we would have nothing but a kind of joyous existence. This experience definitely contradicts my idea that pain and suffering is needed for growth. In those moments, I felt just as connected and empathetic as the pain and suffering has allowed me to feel. However, it was for a short duration, and who knows how I would feel on a daily basis owning the truth of immortality. Would I eventually get bored and replace my newly acquired loving empathy with various kinds of fun deviousness? And even if this did happen, what could possibly be the harm? When there is no death, you cannot truly hurt anyone by definition.
My apologies for the long and tedious post which is definitely going off topic somewhat. To get back on topic. Upon reflection, I think my Gnostic view has always been the stuff of movie cliche's. I hated God for not existing and for not saving us from this mess. And while that is an understandable feeling, it is no basis for spiritual development.