Beautiful!
Have you ever tried to lucid dream before? Or even astral travel?
Thanks for asking. Lucid dream, No. Astral Travel yes enough to conclude I don’t belong there.
My Major AT experience was during a meditation I decided to ‘go find something’ and momentarily found a preverbal door which I opened and it was a private office/lab. There was a being who invited me and offered me 3 orbs one by one. Each was a physical manifestation of a particular gift of mine in life, and the purpose of the orbs was to show me my own gifts in a clear unmistakeable way. And me keeping the orbs just meant I get to remember clearly that I have those gifts(I don’t remember what they were specifically, mainly just loving personality traits).
Forgot to mention, the being offered those orbs after I had demanded (non verbally) to be shown something interesting.
(Also forgot to mention this was all extra-sensory - Nothing visible or audible like in dreams).
The feeling I got was that I was interrupting someone in the middle of his office/lab work. When he offered me orbs it was about as sizable a gift as offering someone a drink and access to the bathroom, no effort at all. But in addition there was an ultra clear sense that I was completely incapable of identifying the beings intentions.
The encounter was probably 5 minutes at most. After I opened my eyes and pondered I very quickly came to the realization that if I had asked this being to show me the meaning of reality, if it wanted to it could have told me a fairy and I’d be left with logic alone to judge it, again zero sense of vibe or intention.
Another significant AT experience was I wanted to see what it was that drove David Wilcock to go full blown huckster. I just saw (very briefly, and opened my eyes quickly after) a large blackish block of a being standing behind him like size of a 2 story house. Later I concluded I couldn’t tell if this was the actual entity he takes directive from or (more likely) his fear in regard to whatever puppeteers he’s conscripted with.
I’ve never allowed myself to AT to look at people because it feels like trespassing. And with those other two wacky experiences I feel like Astral Travel is not for me. I believe I’m here to live down to earth - while longing for the beyond, yes, but I think I’m here for a reason.